Lame

We will play this game
I'll always be the master
I won't play it lame
It's hard but don't wonder
We're prone to shame
But we will always be on top of the ladder
Babe its you I want to tame
Let me find you a little faster
It's a jig-saw game
I'll get you for the victory to matter

Angel

I'm afraid, I dunno the steps I take. I walked out in the rain to get my jumper. I was fast enough to get it and have it on my skin. But the rain is too heavy and my jumper is getting wet. I hope the rain will end and my jumper will dry. I can't see my way back home. I'm lost in the rain, I'm cold and weak. Soaked and freaked. It's getting floody, the earth is rocky. I can't no more, I hate the jumper, I'm cold and sick. As the rains get stronger, as my energy is drained I still weep in my heart. Who's outside there? Where is the Messiah?

Why the rains? Why the storms? Why today? Why did you let me get out of the house? Why is it raining? Why is my jumper wet? I thought it's there to keep me warm. I need an umbrella, I need to get home, I'm lost and confused, I dunno the right side to face. I'm afraid of the next step I'm taking. I need an umbrella. I threw my jumper on the ground and watched it float on the already flooded ground. I took a step and hurt my foot. I'm bleeding and watching the water turn red. I'm drowning and I need a hand.

I saw a log coming my way on a distance, I couldn't wait for any other sign. The torment is tough and hard for me. I tried to get closer to it, each step I took was a lament. Each time I stepped on the ground, it had a way to tell me what I stepped on. Oh, that's a sharp edge, that's a glass, that's a k apple thorn. I made it to the log and eased myself on it.

Just as love and life is sweet, I also forgot my fears. Just as love is caring, I lost my pain. Just as the log was my world I healed my wounds between the broken hopes and the sealed expectations, my heart beat again.

So tell me your story, I envy yours. What is love? Can I get love? How long will it take. Will I lose my log cause I'll throw away my plot. I want to make promises. I want to have another version of me. I want to get toxic with her. I want her to watch me try get everything right. Is being the shoulder she can lean on a problem? I want to be her favourite and her hero. Is that what is called love? I want to feel the bond. Can I tell her anything and not look stupid. I want her to miss me. I wanna hear my phone ring and say it might be her. Is that what we call love? Cause I wanna be in love forever.

Tell me I belong to the streets. Cause I'm sick and tired. I dunno when she wanna be by my side. You don't know their real intentions with you. Tell me I need more time with the folks, tell me I need more hype and a number of girls in my dm. But teach me more about regrets and I'll tell you where this will take me. Teach me more about God tell me if he loves me. Teach me about prayers and you're in my bucket list. Teach me about goals and I'll tell you my dreams. Teach me love I'll show you loyalty. Teach me the hard way and I'll always find reasons to lose.
Hold my hand cause all we want was a happy and good life in the end.