Fake treasure

Hey, probably I got the energy to. Not all that glitters is gold and my light never shines bright. We all have a past, we all have a dark side, but how dark is mine? I wish we that close, I wish we shared this together. I always wanted to tell you this when we both of us. 2am at the rooftop. Letting me see your demons and you mine. But why I'm I telling you know? Cause I won't get the chance? Cause the distance will never bring us together? Or maybe it's anger and I dunno how to control this. Will you take your time to understand me after this, or I'm on my regular schedule to force love that I won't get. Maybe it's social media influence and I don't take time to understand both sides.
Anyway, I've not been so good, we all struggle to be the cream. At some point my present and my future doesn't connect. I can't see a better man tomorrow but that's what I'm working for. At least I feel a winner when I look at the mirror but my present challenges bring me down and drain me.
Listen, you've been my dream but honestly it's still vivid. Maybe the reason is I dunno your side.
How bout I tell you my side. My flaws maybe, I will take dope when I wanna get hyped with my friends, when I'm sad and I need my own space. Can that cease? Can I call you when I wanna feel better? Can I tell you bout my day and not sound desperate? Are you ready to tell me yours or it's a one sided vision? Do I really count as you said, or I'm a lost soul trynna seek your attention.

This are the fake treasures we keep to ourselves dearly. Always trust your intuition and never go above what people tell you,they all have their beneficial reasons. You have a goal not to please people